Larry/Koba

Well, it worked. After installing the BIOs update, it was able to read the RAM. But, I could not get WinXPPro to read the whole 4GB, so I only have 3GB. I will have to update to WinXP 64-Bit later this week, when my new CPU comes in. OH yeah, forgot to mention, I bought a kick ass new processor. AMD 4000 2.4gHz dualcore with 1MB in both L1 and L2. :D My computer will never run so fast. And the video cards that I planned on installing from Misha weren't working, so he has to get them sent back to the places he bought them to get them replaced. After that, he will be giving them to me.

In the next week or two, this will be my computer's new specs:
WinXP Pro 64-bit SP2
4GB RAM
900GB (200GB, 200GB, 500GB) HDD memory
1GB (2x512MB) video memory
AMD 4000+ 64-bit 2.4gHz dual-core CPU
With a bunch of peripherals.

I have achieved the level of godly geekyness.

Finals are over. Only thing that I have left to do is some extra homework for a class to get extra credit, then I'm done for the semester. Yesterday, I went to my first final. And Jesus, was it a fucking pain in the ass. It started off with me being on time, which I should've realized as a bad sign. I never am for this class. After waiting a half hour, our professor gave us a final in which everyone could talk to eachother about, surf the net, etc. for the answers, and I started working on it. Right before I was about to finish, he says, "It seems that for most of you that this is too difficult. I will then show you how to do it." So, I erase what I have, and prepare to copy what he has. He makes it a pain in the ass just do this, we can't have a copy of the file to edit for ourselves, but we can instead copy it from the overheard display and hand it in. The thing is, he takes forever to do this, and no can really know what he's saying or what it says on the board. First off, he's a wetback. Secondly, the screen is so fuzzy and font is like bold and small, making it just a black blur. He expects us to do this correctly, and takes another 45 minutes on top of the hour that we've already been in class and makes me a half hour late for my parking meter. Of course I get a 20 dollar ticket, and I curse his name the rest of the day. But, somehow someone got a copy of the file, and it spread like a virus through the classroom. So, I just have to edit it to make it seem original, then send him a copy. Oi. All that wasted time just for a fucking file. Second exam isn't so bad, though. I spend my day writing up two papers due for the class, playing WoW and getting to lvl 65, and a shower. Nice, relaxing, easy. Then I go, and thankfully it was multiple choice with the option to use the internet and our notebooks. I go through that 102 question exam in less than an hour and leave. The rest of the night I spend cleaning up, more WoW, then smoke a joint, drink a beer, and fall asleep.. wake up at 1PM.. and that was nice.. Lol.

I'm rambling. Anyway. Right now I'm updating my main computer again, and as of right now updating from my friend's that I've been managing while he's homeless. I bought another 1GB RAM card for the motherboard, a new keyboard with lots of special features, and a 4GB SD card for my GPS (so I can store videos/music on it.) First thing I do is open the package, put in the RAM.. and for some reason.. my motherboard won't boot. So, I look it up on the net and ask Jon Rosenburg.. apparently I have to update my BIOS, plus if WinXPPro sp2 won't read the complete RAM.. I'll have to do some modifying to the system a bit.. and if that won't work.. I'll have an excuse to finally update to WinXPPro sp2 64-bit. Lookin' forward to that.. <_< Who knew that installing the updating software for updating the BIOS would take like 10 minutes to do? Ugh. Sam is still acting like a cunt. And that's what's happening in my life. See ya'll later.

Late-blooming pollen plants... how I hate thee. Yesterday, my throat and nose were dripping non-stop again.. it was so bad, that at times my nose just suddenly leaked clear fluid like some sort of faucet. Ugh. And I couldn't always catch it. Ew.

ANd this couldn't've come at the worst time, as it always does this time of year, right at finals week. I'm still dedicated to accomplishing my work, but sonuvabitch..

WoW server is still down.. spending my time burning DVD's on my main computer and Zombie's computer, and chatting/homework on my laptop. It's cool, and I feel geekier than ever as well.

*Sips his banana&strawberry drink* Mmm.. I feel kinda crappy, getting cabin fever, but at least getting stuff done.

I saw Iron Man on Sunday with Duncan and it kicked ass. He also visited last night, we watched The Unborn and Wishmaster and just hung out. Lance called, and we're planning on either visiting him or him visit us on Thursday night, which ought to be fun. If the server is really working by tonight, then we're gonna have a fun LAN party on Thursday night. :D

That's it. Blargh.

Another semester cometh, another semester goeth. Summer's upon us, and I'm happy. Once again, all the spare time in the world, and I bet I'm going to be bored the first week after school is done. And for me, it ends next Thursday. I plan on going out that night to a club and havin' a good ol' time, hopefully. That's if Resurrection falls on that Thursday. Otherwise, I'm probably going to do nothing. lol. I have a bit more work to do before I can feel completely relieved, but I am confident in my self being able to accomplish it all before next week comes.. Now, if only my WoW server were back online.. I'm spending some time burning DVD's, while I wait for it, because the owner had to pass his rights on to someone else.. couldn't afford hosting anymore. It was sad, but at least the legion will live on.

I skipped class again, why? Because I was up last night, horny as hell. I really can't take it anymore, and I don't know what to do. X_x I'm not the kind of guy that would just fuck anyone, gotta be someone I care for.. but damn.. I'm beginning to think otherwise.

I woke up, took care of some laundry, then went to the shower. In the shower, I got some water in my eye, and I got a glimpse of myself squinting before closing them and getting a towel. I thought, "Wow, wouldn't it suck if that was the very last thing I saw out of that eye?" Then I thought, "I wonder if all blind men have the same wish before they die, to see the ones they love." I know that, for some reason, I would prefer to see what I looked like before I die first.. is that vain? *Shrug* Then I thought, "It would suck if you were blind, because it'd be impossible to throw a surprise party for someone, soon as they walk in and say hello you yell, 'Surprise!' but it'd be too late since they'd have already been there for like 5 minutes."

Anyway, yeah. Right now I'm just waiting for class to come around tonight, which I'm not looking forward to it.. My final is next week and I havn't fully caught up, I'm just glad that I only need to get a 50% on the final and still pass the class. I hate this class so much..

And then there's homework for another class that I still need to do. Ugh. Just two more weeks, then the summer's here.. and I can start getting back into my exercise cycle. All this semester I've been so stressed, and it'll be great to just switch to fulltime at Domino's..

One last random though, why is George Takei in so many cartoons featured on Adult Swim? It's weird. I'm watching Baby Blues, and he's in this too..

This may be a bit TMI for most of my readers, so beware you people that don't like 18+ information.


Lately I've been so horny, and can't figure out how to shut it off. I've caught myself getting off like three or four times a day. Even right now, when I'm trying to finish my catchup work for a class, I can't stop thinking of this girl I'm talking to and how I'd love to fuck her raw. D; And I doubt even having sex would stop this, I'd want to keep on going for days. lol.

Just wanted to say that. Damn, I feel like a horny little troll.

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I think I'm pathetic. I can't let go, seriously, or at least.. it's just so hard to even try. I'm desperate to get any sort of attention from her end, that I've been bugging her about the package of my stuff that she has that she is planning on returning to me, but I don't really care so much about it as I just want to get some sort of response from her.. The silence is killing me, I miss her so much, and it's killing me.. I just wish I had a better understanding of what she's thinking, feeling, and her motives..

I could be doing much better right now than I am. Every second of the day, I just wish she'd call, and if she wanted to apologize for what's happened.. I would so willingly forgive her and welcome her back into my life. I've held my cellphone in my hand all day, just wishing I could hear her happy voice, and to hear her say those three little words that mean so much to me every single time I heard them..

It hurts more than any other previous gf's I've had, because I literally gave her all of me. The only thing I hadn't done was move there, which I was even thinking about..

Everyone is saying the same thing to me when I explain what's happening, "That's rather strange", "It doesn't make any sense"..

She was telling me last we were together how I've been smothering her, although nothing I've done had changed from the first time we met, I mean.. cuddling while we slept, giving her a kiss or hug in public, or even wanting to be with her when she went to the food store got to be much too much for her. And she said I was pushing her to move her, while I was just being concerned for her well being, as she has no support out there whatsoever.. and here, even my family and friends loved her when she visited, and if she had just asked me (which she eventually did) to stop asking her when she planned on coming here in June because I needed to know ahead of time so I could schedule time off from work (which apparently she didn't want to come out here anyway, although she said she wanted to), and.. I did back off when she asked me to.. She just.. hides all her emotions, and I've held nothing back from her.. Even that comment I made about "a waste of time", I really meant nothing by it..

Even so, when I called her back on the same night that she broke up with me, which was only a half hour after.. she was like, "Yeah, you want something?" and didn't even seem shooken up about it.. Perhaps I was the only one really in love?

So much has happened. Where do I begin? Well, the most prevalent in my mind was the visit to Iowa during spring break last month. It was.. half shit.. half great. Let's just say we've gotten over a lot of problems, and I'm glad I visited, and I feel much closer to Sam now than I did before hand.

I'm still re-addicted to WoW. My characters are thus:






YES, I stole your character name, Duncan! Mwahaha.

I spent most of my spring break visiting Sam bringing the new characters Twitch and Grendel from level 1 to 20. What a waste of time, I really wish we had gone out of the house more often, but we were both strapped for cash.. and even worse now. I'm not sure when we'll be seeing each other again. I have an idea, though. I was planning on asking my brother to see if I can visit for a week in June, and since I can't afford it and he has so much (supposedly) disposable income, I'd see if he could pay for a plane ticket. Or! I was going to ask mom if she would want to drive with me in her car over to Wisconsin. That would be fun.

Also, school is very stressful right now, as per usual. I get bored half way through a class, because it's so simple, and then start to do badly. I mean, I should really know better by now, but I keep doing it every semester. lol. But, I'm catching back up. Right now I have a midterm exam tomorrow morning (only a month late) and a project due on Thursday (presentation, powerpoint, and 12 page paper.. but no resources! So we're just going to make it all up..), and I have some reading to do.

Bah, I'll be fine. Right now I'm just more worried about my health. The tingling sensation that I've been feeling in my lower gut for the past year is apparently.. a forming ulcer! Yeah, I eat that much acidic food.. and now I'm on a pill for it; Prilosec for two months. The pain, which started two weeks ago, is now going away. I'm very much relieved, because I looked it up on the net and foun out that 6k people a year die from this. My weight.. is an issue again, so I'm watching what I eat, while I wait for the semester to end.. then I'll be going on a strict exercise daily regiment. I don't like the weight I've reached and am determined to lose it again, but right now I don't have the energy (because of school, work, and relationship stuff.)And with friends' issues. I'm very concerned for Kevin, Jenny, and Zombie. I don't know what to think for any of them, what's been happening and what they've been doing.

Kevin, I wish I could tell you that you need to slow down, but it's your life and if you believe that you need to keep moving around.. then do it. I hope for the best for you, but I'd just like you to know what I worry for your mental and physical health.

Zombie, I know you don't read this, but I hope you find your niche and ambition that you're so desperately trying to find.

Jenny, if there was something I could do or say to help with your relationship problems, I would. I can tell how much you've hurt leaving Zombie.. I hope for you that he does what he must, that way you two can continue your lives together. I can't imagine a Jenny without Zombie, nor Zombie without Jenny. You compliment each other so well, in my opinion.

I'm currently burning new DVD's. Backing up information again. I have like.. so much info now..

Oh, and I'm installing WindowsXP on a new computer that I've gotten from Zombie, since he was just going to throw it away from lack of space. Gave it a new CD-ROM, Floppy, and 2x20GB Hdd's. It'll be a good backup if I ever need it, and for visitors. I also have a computer that Lance gave me, which used to be his old computer. It already had WinXp, so I didn't need to change that, but when I opened up the case I noticed that it's impossible to upgrade.. so it'll be stuck the way it is for the rest of its runtime.


And that's all I've got right now. Toodles.

( For the Horde? )

I am exhausted. I got no sleep last night because I was so excited about leaving for Iowa again. Right now I'm waiting for Jenny to get here so we can head out to the airport. I'm already packed, got all the money I'll need on me, and having a caffeine pill. Bye bye, Lowell. Hello, Estherville.

Anyone interested as to where I've been the past week or so? Playing Warcraft. Yes, I'm back into the game. I have three characters so far, and here they are:




The server is called Knight's Legion and it's a free, pirate server. Ya'll should get into it, I'm trying to start up a guild and want to get all my good friends invited first, and make them officers. :D I've already snatched Lance, he's created an Undead Warrior, mwahaha. And soon Lauren will be playing, once she can get the installation discs. Oh, and Misha (Nick and Kevin's friend.)

Also, I've been working. Work's been good as usual. Made like 70 bucks this past Wednesday, which is amazing for a slow night like that. I've had last Sunday and this coming Sunday off for some odd reason, but it's not bothering me, since I'm still making plenty of money. In fact, so much, I was able to afford a ticket and get some time off to visit Sam for Spring Break (and our six month anniversary on the 17t! Can you believe it's been so long?) and get some computer upgrades, and I've yet to even get back my Federal refund. :D

I was also sick for like two weeks, but now I'm feeling peachy again, with the exception of a few coughs and a few stuffed noses in the morning.

Kevin visited for his Spring Break this week, and it was nice, we hung out a few times. Once just sitting at home talking, then visiting Lance, and we were supposed to see each other yesterday (cause he owes me five bucks now), but we never did. I'm not gonna forget, Kev. :P Wish Eric and Nick Nolan would have visited as well, though. Miss those guys, especially Nick, whom I've been talking to a lot more lately than usual.

School is fine, I guess. Nothing new to report.

And now I'm gonna go play some more WoW, take a shower, then go work for five pm.

Later days, guys.
May the wine of friendship never run dry.

I'm Ill and bored waiting for work. So, I got the computer to work. I overlooked something insignificant and I feel stupid about it, but at least its working now. All of my programs run much better with XP Pro, and now I'm running a few Linux distro's as guest operating systems.

What's happened since then? Well, Monday morning class was canceled, evening was okay. Tuesday I spent most of the day doing homework and playing World of Warcraft. Wednesday.. missed class.. then work. Thursday, class, cleaning, then Club Resurrection. Friday.. snowstorm and working in it, hitting three snow banks (luckily), and coming down with a horrible cold. Yesterday, trying to sleep in, but phailing at it. Got gas, went to the food store, came home, had a nap, then went back to work. And now it's Sunday. I'm cold, naked, and watching YuGiOh:The Abridged Series as I wait for some BBW porn to finish downloading on BitTorrent. Thaaaat's.. it..

*Shiver, horny shiver*

Time for yet another minuscule update. Since last Saturday, it's been a shitty week. I'm having a hard time balancing work, school, and social life. I'm even considering dropping Japanese 2 because of it. I just don't have the time to study Jap, it's too study-intensive, and the other classes are really more important to me right now.. because they'll help me finally finish up this degree. *Sigh* I don't want to drop it, but I feel that it would be the responsible thing to do..

Plus, my computer is still not up and running. In fact, I'm at school right now (after having my Computer Network Security class end) in able to use the net efficiently. I mean, I can use my laptop, but I type and surf a lot better on a desktop computer. Ya' know what I mean? And the harddrive that I ordered for the computer has yet to arrive, so that's also why I'm here. Hopefully it will have arrived by the time I get home. You see, I tried moving all my information off of my SATA drive onto a few PATA's for a short period of time, but the two 120's that I had been saving both went bad in the same day. Talk about horrible fucking luck, huh? So I lost half of my fansubbed collection.. *Sigh* Luckily I know where to download them all back from, though. As soon as I get the computer up and running, I'm going to finish up some Visual Basic homework, install WoW, and take a nice needed stress break.

Well, time to head out and get my oil changed. I believe I had some other things that I wanted to outside of the house today, but I can't remember yet. Hopefully I'll figure that out.

Some shit has happened in the past few days. For one, I'm updating right now from my LinuxLaptop because I've been having some difficulty upgrading my desktop. I'm putting in a new HD (because my system drive always seemed to run out of space from torrenting) and putting in a better (if possible) version of WindowsXP. Alas, I get everything up and running just fine, except for the fact that I can't get the system to read my SATA drive. I've been working on this for two days and it's annoying the shit out of me, considering I've done everything I've thought possible to fix the problem..

Hold on a sec.. *Trying again*

Anyway, yeah. I've ever tried asking for help, but all the suggestions that I'm getting are the things I've already done. I've even tried using TightVNC so that Nick could access my computer while I was fixing it to see if I missed anything, and he found nothing. He says that it's possible that the SATA was set at RAID, and since SATA RAID's are usually unique to the OS it was made, it may not work on the new system. Argh.

Secondly, I had a small accident on the same day I started working on this. I was on 110 and I accidentally (while trying to get by) clipped a guy's driver side mirror's outer layer. *Hold on, Sam just called* ... And I'm back. Yeah, so it was definitely my fault.. so, I told him I'd pay for it today. And I did. 87 bucks out of my pocket for a little mistake. Ugh. I'm just glad it wasn't anymore than that.

Tonight I'm going to a party at EJ's, hopefully I'll cheer up when I'm there. She's now renting a house with three other people in Haverhill, MA, not too far from her old place. Cheap rent, good neighborhood, I'm happy for her. Hopefully this means we'll be able to hang out more frequently now.

Ugh, another WindowsXP installation failure. I have an idea, I'll just put this new HD in as a slave with my old HD, and copy all the files onto it! :O Maybe that will work! And, I can keep the old HD incase anything bad happens to this once, so I can do it again if and when it does. If this works, then I'll update the OS manually with the disc, and.. bingo! Then I'll just have to pray that I never have to reinstall Windows from scratch... <_< Perhaps there will be a way to turn off the RAID function on my SATA drive, that way it's okay if and when it happens... If anyone knows of a way, if this works that is, then let me know! I'll be forever in your debt. Since it's getting late, I should start getting ready to go to work. I won't be able until tomorrow, so until then, toodles everyone. Thanks again for reading!

So what's happened in a day? Very little. I worked from 4:30pm yesterday to 2:30am (because a co-worker had to go home, his car was fucked and he was ill) and I didn't mind, it gave me a chance to step up and show 'em I'm worth keeping over the other new guy (that didn't want to stay late.) :3 So, I took like 25 orders yesterday in those hours of work, and made about 93 bucks total in one day. Not bad. Although I think I could still be making more as a whore, but I don't think Sam would like it. Lol. And today I have to work from 4:30 until God knows when, missing my brother's Superbowl party in Derry, NH, and disappointing my nephew and niece. :( And myself. But perhaps I'm able to finish up soon, then I'll be able to go over before they go to sleep. That would be nice.

Anyway, that's it. *Yawn*

More free time to post before going to work.

Yesterday was a fine day, I suppose. I made about 30 dollars in tips, but I missed some coupons, so I could've had more. :( But I will be sure today to make sure I pick up all the coupons.. I swear it! And after work I hung out with Jenny, Div, and Sean. Div mixed a few drinks I've never had before, like Nuts n' Berries (Raspberry Liquor, Almond Liquor, and Bailey's Irish Ceam), it was delicious! Sean had the cops called by Jenny because he kept getting harassing phone calls from someone, they came to the house, nothing happened. But they came this morning too, mom was not happy waking at 8am because no one else would answer the door. She even called out my name, but I was dead asleep, so I didn't hear her. Oh, and the day before yesterday I finally saw Les Miserables. It was a great film, this version was done by the London Cast (all lyrics, no dialogue) and I loved every moment of it. The film had such power, I was amazed. Every song touched me in different, deep ways. Like the song "Drink With Me" which takes place before the French army fought the rebellious university kids at their barricade.

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I especially loved the line, "Let the wine of friendship never run dry." This is totally how I feel when my group of good, close highschool friends and I get together during each school break. To all of you, you're always welcome in my home, and never let the wine of friendship run dry!

I've got twenty minutes before I need to leave for work, so I thought I'd post a little update. School is well and good, despite having one wrong book sent to me, but I plan on boring someone's book from class and scanning/copying the pages I'll need out of it instead.

I started working for Domino's two days ago. First day was just training, so I didn't get any tips for driving (I was going along with others for the ride), and yesterday I started driving (to one of my coworker's surprise, since it's so soon after being hired..) and made about 22 bucks in tips and 22 bucks working $5 per hour. About 45 bucks, so this is what I would have been making at Anton's.. and this was a slow day! I expect this weekend, considering it's superbowl weekend and the Pats made it again, to be much more busy and much better with tips. I worked from 5 to 9 yesterday and did about seven deliveries, and they all tipped poorly. Oh well, I expect more from today, since it's snowing/raining and no one wants to go outside in this stuff. It doesn't bother me, though. I packed some new CD's to listen to in the car and I can't wait to get going again!

That's it. Ta-ta.

WHAT THE FUCK, when the updates for my GPS comes out, I'm going to have to buy them? Shouldn't they be fucking free updates?